Posts Tagged ‘Human Ascension’

Symptoms of DNA Activation

I’ve posted about DNA Activation and Ascension Symptoms before, but activation has increased, rather than decreased since I posted those. Lots of people are going through these things right now, yours truly included, so I thought I’d share some additional information here. I don’t get anxiety from Solar Flares, but like the narrator, I can tell by variations in my body and sensitivity.

She shares tips that help, including nice music, walks, movement, gardening, and pampering yourself. Stay away from negativity! I know in my own life I’ve found that negativity feels increasingly toxic. Sometimes Shadow issues come up for processing, and they do feel negative, so to the advice to avoid negativity I would also add to ask for discernment in dealing with the negativity. It may present as an opportunity to clear those situations, habits and people from your life.

She mentions the importance of keeping the spine aligned, as well as some ways to handle dizziness or vertigo. I can attest personally that the power of healing dreams increases with alignment. I joke that I’ve got my subconscious working overtime for me, but it’s true! I give it assignments to heal certain challenges in my life, and after some wild, yet related dreams, those specific issues make tangible progress in “real” life. Or should I say “waking life”? We are finally beginning to awaken in waking life!

I’ll let her speak for herself from here on out with just one additional comment from me. Because people are changing so rapidly, some folks who’ve used natural remedies in the past find that these are either no longer working, or, conversely, way too strong. Homeopathics, crystal elixers, and flower remedies work primarily on energy, so some people have found these do a better job of addressing any symptoms of DNA Activation. As we continue to move towards light and away from density, we will find increased effectiveness from subtler “medicines.” We will also continue to experience what I call overshooting the mark, when we blast ourselves with aggression –whatever that means for us, whether pills, mega doses of herbs, too much exercise, etc. Think “subtle and aligned,” and you’ll remain on the right track. 🙂

And as long as we still live in a dualistic world, I will remind you that none of this constitutes medical advice. I simply share things that I find helpful, or that I sense will help lift the collective vibration on this planet out of fear and denial into Love and Light. Keep what resonates, research what intrigues you, and please leave the rest for someone else who may find it helpful in their own circumstances.

Much Love!

Past Lives and Parallel Lifetimes

My friend Sherri sent this video to me a few weeks ago, and I’ve been saving it to post here. People often ask me “how it looks” when I view clients’ past lives, parallel lifetimes and various timeline trajectories. The answer, of course, depends on the individual and the circumstances surrounding their questions and/or health issues, but this video illustrates things better than I can explain in words. I hope you enjoy it! “How Many Personalities Are You?” Many, many more than you believe — a fact that offers incredible opportunities for quantum leaps and new timeline options:

Habitual States of Consciousness: Morning Blessing

I started today with a Morning Blessing from Reverend Angela and thought I’d share it here. Reverend Angela addresses something that Jamie Walters and I discussed during yesterday’s Feminine Mojo Show: paying attention to thoughts and emotions, as they affect our vibration and hence our reality. Reverend Angela’s message today especially reminds me my advice to cultivate a relationship with the Universe as you would a gradually trusted and beloved friend.

I love the Morning Blessings, because they so often focus on an empowering combination of personal responsibility and unconditional Love. May we each continue to find and be greater and greater evidence of Love. And now, here’s Reverend Angela:

The Morning Blessing
02.03.12

Your thoughts, emotional states, behaviors,
and daily experiences and circumstances
accurately reflect your habitual states of consciousness.

Do you see and feel yourself to be a spiritual being? Do you live that you are the best version of a human heart that God ever put on a planet? Are you certain that the pulse of God’s Radiance is your daily schedule and practice? Are you the Divine’s progressive spiritual growth every day?

You can easily know the answers to these questions by observing your thoughts, feelings, behaviors, experiences, and circumstances. The outer external world reflects with exacting accuracy the state of consciousness you embody. If you sincerely possess peace of mind then your daily life will be void of drama. An abundant person embodies the essential element of prosperity and enjoys life’s riches. How often have you not felt compassion there inside your heart, only to notice that later someone judges you? Why do you continue to fear and panic when these emotions can only plant seeds of greater fears and more panic?

I ask you to examine this, not because I would have you find shame or guilt or any such thing inside you, but rather so that you may retrace the states of consciousness that got you there in the first place. We all need to take a look in the mirror of Life from time to time because the consciousness that we create inside ourselves becomes the “days” that will spiral out of the Divine without qualification or judgment.

Remember, you are a spiritual Being and what you really are only has to be acknowledged, assumed and allowed if it is going to blossom into an empowered Soul having a human life. Many have not yet developed a strong interior theology that supports the Truths we claim to hold as Law. More often than not it is impossible to function at “full conscious awakening” for more than a few minutes at a time, and when we do we want to be rewarded for it. Congruency of spirit is not something that comes easily, however it is part of why we are here. This domain within the universe of Source purposefully separates us from the higher truths of soul in order that we individually discover the sacred on our own.

How many of us have sacrificed our inner theology of sacredness when we encountered someone we disliked? And how many of us rationalized our decision somehow shifting into ego rather than essence? We have yet to realize the true nature of living from the Soul’s perspective in this place and time. We think because we take a few minutes to breath and open up our crown chakras during meditation that the Light is going to favor us all day. It doesn’t work that way though. The meditation may bring you into alignment with the grace of God but it is not going to uphold your behavior the rest of the day. That job is yours.

Begin now to build your subjective and objective liberties! Try to sense the Infinite Life around and within you each moment. Prove to yourself that you are conscious of God, or pure Spirit, by becoming self-aware of all you think, feel, say and do. With each day know that you are becoming a greater unfoldment of a living God. The mystics tell us that the upper part of the Soul is merged with God and the lower part with time and conditions. We journey on an ascending scale of possibility. Hold steadfastly to beholding Divine Nature in your own likeness.

Watch your life this weekend and see how much of God
you accurately let into your Life —

BLESSING:

The world is saturated with Divinity. The spirit of God — being the One and
Only Presence in the universe — brings about all ideals back of human thought.
God’s ideas and attributes seek admittance to the world of form through the
doorway of my mind. As such, I am the perfectly patterned Divine reaching up
for the greater Truth of Spirit in the inner man/woman.

I live this day to be filled with the fullness of God. To recognize the wise and
good atmosphere this Presence can bring into manifestation as I become the
portal between inner and outer happenings. As I move my consciousness
within I automatically renew the outer experiences of my life. Events and
circumstances around me become healing and fulfilling. I rejoice the people
in my life for they reveal to me everything of which I should be aware. All my
choices are direct actions from a level of consciousness that is equal to the
vision of my beliefs. I express myself daily in such a way that the Almighty
caresses me with Its illumination. I know my Soul is ready to stand powerfully
in the Truth of my highest expression.

Thankful for the quiet strength and replenishment of authentic Spirit this day
I place this truth into Law and see it manifest accordingly. All that is native to
the atmosphere of God and to the inner Me is demonstrated. And so it is. Amen.

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Portals, Evolution, and Instant Manifestation

Today we have another lengthy, but definitely worthwhile, guest blog post by Bill Ballard. He discusses something he calls “the dimensional slide,” which manifests as “doorways” to alternate realities and parallel universes. Those who’ve followed my portal paintings of actual doors know that this has been an interest of mine for quite some time (pun intended). I have shared the idea of choice points and portal openings with clients when appropriate, but I’ve not yet written too much about it. I will say that the way I access past life information has much to do with this web of interconnected realities and options. Bill explicitly discusses sacred lovemaking as a means of opening such portals, but I have found that any strong intention infused with love can manifest such options and gateways.

Perhaps Rumi said it best:

There Is a Way

The intellect says: “The six directions are limits: there is no way out.”
Love says: “There is a way. I have traveled it thousands of times.”
The intellect saw a market and started to haggle;
Love saw thousands of markets beyond that market.

–Rumi

Although these ideas may at first sound far fetched, I encourage people to read scientific works by people like Lynne McTaggart, who explores the interconnectedness of all things, as well as the ways our thoughts and feelings influence our external reality. She reports on actual controlled scientific studies in her books, “The Intention Experiment” and “The Field.” David Wilcock has also published a book documenting the science of reality co-creation called “The Source Field Investigations.” Some mystics, hypnotherapists, intuitives, meditators, and shamans have long known about such portals and choice points, but science is finally starting to catch up. You might also enjoy the book, “The Medium, The Mystic, and the Physicist: Towards a General Theory of the Paranormal.”

For now, though, I’ll leave you with Bill:

The Dimensional Slide
By Bill Ballard

The Dimensional Slide. It sounds like some New Age dance step and in a way it is. As frequencies rise and spiral into the center many are experiencing contact with parallel dimensions and other realities. As frequencies elevate the veils become thinner and we find ourselves shifting into alternate realities – all happening in the now.

We know thought creates reality and vibrations allow access to various dimensions. However, as we near the center of the 2012 spiral (coming ever closer to the point of oneness) there is something else also happening. Various possible realities are conjoining. Multiple possibilities of All That Is are manifesting before our eyes.

There is a choice that each must make. It is, “What do I wish to manifest from this illusion for my own future self to experience?”

For many years we’ve been told this time would come – the time of merging timelines. This reality has now arrived. Many are now perceiving these parallel experiences and stepping into them. Many are becoming aware as they witness and/or feel moments of alternate possibilities. From my perspective these are the possible choices we can shift into for various experiences.

This is what mastery is about – that we create exactly what we intend and not step off into another cycle of lessons because we could not master our thoughts and emotions.

This subject gets deep as I ponder it. How best to express this in words?

I had experiences of this as a child. They seemed to occur as various encodings were unlocked for my spiritual growth. When I look back to those magical experiences from this time-frame it seems dimensional slides were what had actually occurred.

It is all about the possibilities of alternate realities. As we experience a slide we shift from the current reality we experience into, for a moment or more, other existing realities where our souls are also incarnated. As you know consciousness and our true selves are far greater than what the ego experiences in this life – in this body.

Yes. You have the ability to raise your frequencies and shift consciousness up and down your Antakarana to experience different dimensions and levels of consciousness anchored at various chakra levels. But you are not just what is on the Antakarana connected from Mother Earth’s Sacred Heart through you and back to Source. There are many additional fragments of yourself in alternate realities – parallel universes – experiencing all the alternate choices that were possible for you to experience in this current incarnation.

This is a deep subject, a bottomless pit in itself. What I’m saying is when you experience a meshing – a conscious touching of alternate realities while your current life plays out – it is a decision point, an opportunity to go in another direction. It is a chance to walk through a doorway that has opened when two probable realities merge for a short time.

Is this what Jesus meant when he spoke of the End Times, saying two would be in the field and one would be taken? It sometimes seems to me a doorway opens that I could step through, a portal manifesting in this reality I am used to. Do I have choice? I think so. This is no doubt why each must master experience by controlling thought and emotion.

Messages concerning mastery of thought and emotion keep arriving. That what we decide to picture in our minds is what creates and manifests our reality. As Mother Earth shifts into the higher 5th dimensional vibrations thoughts and emotions manifest more instantly. This is especially the case as we individually raise our personal vibrations.

Mother Earth’s shift into these higher vibrations is a big problem for those who have not learned to control/master personal thought, emotion and mental pictures. It is now a time of great responsibility for our personal behavior. This is what the End Times and the separation of Wheat and Chaff is all about.

You can go into any reality you create for yourself. It is all about how high you raise your frequency, what thought and emotion you wish to envision as you create the illusion you experience. The awakening is the realization that you are indeed creating reality. It is knowing you are here to experience All That Is. This includes many different levels of experience in alternate and parallel universes overlaid and side by side with the one you are attuned to in this reality. These alternate pathways are in addition to the higher dimensional levels you attune to in your day to day life.

What Is Happening In 2012

Humanity is arriving at the center point of the spiral – the zero point where all time, space and realities converge. Individuals who are just awakening may have difficulty comprehending this. I feel deeply for them. It is such a vast subject and level of awareness. That said, I also know all individuals will be given the understanding they need for their souls’ growth in these times. The Law of Attraction will see to that. The vibration each chooses to experience will create the level of teaching that resonates with personal choices for experience.

This is why you need not focus on the spiritual development of another. Each has free will and interrupting such may create a karmic tie. You really don’t want any of that to have to play out and complete! Indeed, no more Karmic bonding for me!

Back to what’s happening in 2012. As we approach Zero Point and veils continue to drop dimensional slides will increase and get stronger. They will remain unveiled longer. We will now doubt experience gateways to other realities – portals or doorways we can step through for that alternate experience. What we think and feel, and the level of vibration we emit at the time the dimensional doorway is visible brings forth resonance with the alternate reality.

I have heard of others going through portals such as this and learned it is easier to go through than it is to return to the previous reality. An example is the story of the Men In Black – those alternate universal beings that slid into our universe and brought the negativity needed for ascension. They created a portal not knowing what reality was on the other end of the wormhole. They stepped through into our universe in the area of Sirius and could not return to their point of origin. They came from a lower 2nd dimensional vibrating universe into our 3rd and 4th dimensional levels. This turned out to be a good event, one that has played an important part in Earth School’s duality experience.

It is my belief these doorways are wormholes into various alternate realities that are attracted by the vibrations we emit. It is a fork-in-the-road provided for choice. We could go either way. It is our choice whether or not we experience these alternative possibilities.

This is the dimensional slide I attune to when I experience these alternatives flowing in. My experience urges me to remind you to guard your every thought and emotion. Master them! Mastery is Key to this ascension experience! That is exceedingly obvious at this time.

And don’t get hung up about your ego. Let it go! Ego is only you in this lifetime. It is not you in these alternate realities and certainly not in the higher dimensions where ego doesn’t exist!

My Early Childhood Experience With The Dimensional Slide

My first experience was as a child. I was still in touch with my other worldly powers, having not yet been told these were just imaginary powers. I would experience times when I felt I had options concerning where to go and what to do. Looking back from my current level of comprehension I now know what my child-self believed was true. I could have been anything and done anything I wanted. These doorways were decision points capable of affecting future manifestations within this illusory reality. What I experienced were multiple forks in the road of what would/could happen as a result of the choices I made.

Later in life I found these experiences occurring in those higher levels of awareness as my spiritual encodings were unlocked. As Jim Carrey stated the awareness was experienced – felt as whole – but then slipped away as we attempted to grab it and hang on. In any event the decision we made sent us through the doorway into the life we ultimately chose to experience. What Jim Carrey was attempting to hold on to is this ultimate knowingness that lies between two worlds – the connection to the wizard behind the curtain.

The In-Between Reality Phase

The in-between phase is the doorway we step through. It is the middle ground – the point from which we see both sides. It is an unveiled point of connection to Source from which we perceive with full awareness. As I matured these dimensional slides within my field of awareness occurred from the high vibratory state of love.

It was the act of making love that opened the doorway on many occasions. At first I didn’t understand what was going on. All I knew was that it felt exciting, familiar and was triggered at the peak of oneness that results from a heart-to-heart chakra connection. I thought it was because of the partner I had at the time and our being in love. I have since discovered it has nothing to do with a certain other, even though they can take you to that state of Oneness by the love you feel for them. What I subsequently discovered was my experience represented the level of love I had opened myself to – a level that can be experienced with or without another partner.

I have since found I can experience this dimensional slide while making love but not limited to a certain individual. It is my connection to the Source Field – to that Zero Point where the veils drop and possibilities can become endless. It happens because love is Creation! But partnering can be a problem within itself as karmic bonding can occur. That we don’t want to have happen at this time! Making love is best undertaken with a prior agreement that no “cording” or emotional bonding occurs that creates karma. Sex must be sacred and only heart to heart.

How To Avoid Karmic Entrapment

Energies are transferred when you make love or allow someone to bond within your energy field. This can be a problem if your choice of partners is not a good one. People bring the energies of others into your field. These energies may consist of others they have been with, energies of other family members, their environment, or even past experience and life issues. You must be exceedingly careful regarding who you allow into your field at this time as the baggage they carry can indeed trash your energy field. Each needs to take care of personal garbage rather than leaving it in another’s field to clean and clear up. Be careful and choosy concerning who you allow to be close to you. It is your as much your personal experience as mine is my own!

I do know that love making with the right partner, and having spiritual sex can take the couple into the higher dimensional awareness as that heart to heart connection is created and the fields of the two merge into one. Remember we are all one anyway and you are only sharing love with another aspect of your self. Making love is a reconnection with another you. The sensation of being in love is simply the true loving of you! You are loving yourself and allowing the experience to enter from an external source. You think you are in love with that other you, but truly that other you is helping you break down barriers of living from the mind and assisting you to shift into heart.

The heart is where you must learn to stay. Being with others can help you make the connection from head to heart but you must stay in the heart to anchor that way of being. Doing this allows you to really love your Self and find that connection to who we truly are inside rather than looking to the external illusion for happiness. That internal connection is the connection to Source and the only true reality that is eternal. All exterior is finite and will dissolve.

On occasion – once true love is present – the perception of an opening to a different world occurs. From my perspective this is very real. It is a doorway in consciousness to experience a different reality. It is just a portal through that sacred space in your heart from which you can perceive the entire universe no larger than a beach ball in your hands as you step through.

What’s on the other side of these dimensional slides – these portals of reality that open? I don’t know. What I do know is that each time I have had supernatural experiences in this Bill Ballard lifetime the energy that has stopped me is fear. I would have a single thought emerge that limited my experience, and that single thought set the reality I would later experience. I believe my reality would have been changed. The only thing that held me back was me – my thought, emotion, and perception.

The 2012 Center Point And Dimensional Shift

We are approaching a definitive time cycle center point as we spiral ever tighter towards the galactic center. Time will continue to accelerate and issues will repeat with greater intensity as we move closer to that point. This is why now is the perfect time for mastery and completion of all lessons we came to Earth School to learn. It is time to clear karma and decide what we each wish to manifest and experience next. That is what 2012 and the coming dimensional shift is all about.

Many individuals will remain on this 3D level of experience while others will choose to step off that ride and opt for one of myriad other possibilities. If it can be thought of it exists. If not in this universe then definitely in a parallel one. We have the choice to experience anything our hearts’ desire and we are by our thoughts and emotions attracting that new experience. The excitement of 2012 unfolds with increasing rapidity. Those who have so deeply immersed themselves in the lower dimensions may find themselves having a difficult time. But that is what they need.

It is my understanding that messages as this one will always find the person seeking. That is the Law of Attraction. What we choose to allow ourselves to perceive and to experience will be aided by Spirit bringing us the tools, awareness and comprehension into our lives, for us to gain the experiences on the path we choose. There is, in reality, no good and no bad – just choice. Choice is what must be made. We have a myriad of choices allowed – choices limited only by our capacity for thought.

Not making a conscious decision to ascend is one of your choices at this time. If you decide not to ascend you will remain in the lower dimensional vibrations for another cycle of duality. That is an additional 26,000 years of time as we perceive it, and a Self-selected number of reincarnations until the next astrological cycle of ease and grace occurs.

These increasing numbers of dimensional slides are the doorways into alternate realities. You can choose to step through if you want. Simply observing the myriad options offered for alternate experience can also be done. For me personally seeing those possibilities and remaining in this ego/higher-self manifestation is my choice. I choose to create and stay in this reality. It is quite interesting to have these experiences and encounter Source in those portals between worlds.

Many are attempting to explain – with limited words – the experience we are having. This is occurring with greater frequency as many reach higher levels of vibration. I bring up this subject because I have heard no discussion of it as yet in the hopes of provoking others to share their ideas and understanding. This in turn helps me view my experience from a more enlightened perspective when I am able to contemplate other’s perceptions of similar experience.

With Unconditional LOVE for All That IS,
Bill Ballard – 1/23/12

I would like to thank Donna and Jerry Creamer for their support which is allowing me to get my work done and these messages out. (That’s Bill Ballard thanking them, but I — Laura — thank them, too, for allowing Bill the time and space for writing and sacred ceremony.)

Sleep and Awakening

Just stopping by with a friendly reminder to let yourself sleep! As a Medical Intuitive, lately I’ve been hearing the same complaints from lots of people: “I’m just so tired!” “Can you believe it? I had to take a nap!” “I slept 12 hours last night.” “I’m not depressed. Not at all, actually. Things are amazing in my life right now, but sometimes I just wanna lie around on the couch all afternoon with my eyes closed.”

These aren’t people who have Lyme Disease, brain injury, cancer or Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Everyone knows those folks need their rest and lots of it. The people craving so much sleep are everyday, high vibe Lightworkers who suddenly feel exhausted — and they want to know what the heck is going on. (Please don’t think that people with Lyme Disease and other injuries or illnesses aren’t Lightworkers. Au contraire! Most of them are. They just didn’t listen to the message to rest, and so Life came along and upped the urgency.) If you feel concerned about feeling extra tired lately, please take a moment to rule out the physical.

Are you getting enough sleep?
If you’re constantly robbing yourself of a full night’s sleep, then it’s no wonder you feel tired and depleted. Coffee is not a sustainable replacement for shut-eye. Find ways to nap or catch up on rest, because your body rejuvenates itself as you sleep. As long as we remain in 3D, no amount of ginseng, coffee, gaurana or raw cacao will magically and totally erase the need to recharge.

Are you eating enough high quality, raw, organic foods, fermented foods, and/or green juice?
You are what you eat, and living foods imbibe you with extra life force energy. If you do eat a high raw diet, you might also want to check the amount of raw cruciferous veggies in your menu. For some people, too much raw produce in the broccoli and kale family zaps the adrenals. For a tasty, vitamin-B filled treat, try fermenting them instead! For an in-depth article on adrenal fatigue and food, please click here.

Check nutrition levels for things like Vitamins D and B12.
A doctor, naturopath or nutritionist can easily check your levels. Especially for vegans or vegetarians in the winter Vitamin D can run low, resulting in fatigue. B12 can run low year round. There’s plenty of literature regarding these important vitamins, and I felt strongly enough about this message back in 2009 that I had an integrative nutritionist share her article about Vitamin D on my blog. I’ve also spoken and written about B12 before, not just for vegans, but as a wider issue in our society. Kevin Gianni’s interview with Dr. Gabriel Cousens describes what Dr. Cousens has found in his years of research. Please click here for that info. I’m not giving medical advice here, but in your own research you might also want to explore the works of Dr. Weston A. Price regarding Vitamin D. Shazzie is also a great resource on supplementation for vegans, especially raw vegan children.

OK, it doesn’t seem physically related, but I’m still tired!
Right. As I mentioned, I’m hearing this complaint from people who’ve already ruled out a host of physical reasons for fatigue. Most of them don’t even feel bad. They just suddenly find themselves wanting to sleep more, and feel annoyed, judgmental, concerned or curious about that fact. As a survivor of traumatic brain injury, I do understand not wanting to sleep your day away! I spent several years needing to sleep 12-16 hours per night, plus naps, and I can’t say I ever got used to it.

The same reason I needed so much sleep after my brain injury holds true for Lightworkers undergoing Ascension. The brain needs rest to heal and rewire itself. If you break your arm, you can immobilize it in a cast, but the closest thing the brain can do is sleep — or put itself in a coma. Thankfully, I’m not seeing a rush of comatose Lightworkers, but have no doubt, there’s a massive, collective rewiring in the works right now. Bruce Lipton calls it “The Biological Imperative.” Others call it DNA Activation, the Awakening, Human Evolution, or Spiritual Emergence. Lightworkers lead the way in these changes, and the fastest way to Awaken is to fall asleep. Your body and brain can rewire, troubleshoot and activate much more easily in a sleep or trance state, with no other preoccupations like traffic, sales reports or conversation.

This process of Awakening or Ascension also involves cleansing out lifetimes (yes, plural) of toxic junk, mostly emotional and spiritual. Just like a physical cleanse can knock you over with fatigue while old toxins hit the bloodstream before being processed out forever, this kind of emotional/spiritual cleanse takes energy. Our outer world simply doesn’t offer us the time or tools to sort and heal as efficiently as the subconscious naturally does on its own. We can speed up the process by accepting it and honoring this sacred shift. We can hold ourselves in a gentle space and recognize that we’re doing some of the deepest excavations of human history. As Lightworkers transmute our own feelings of shame, guilt, unworthiness and limitation, we create viable templates for humanity as a whole.

I love how Michael Tsarion describes Enlightenment. He rightly notes that most people consider it a term for growing brighter — becoming more and more filled with Light. Then he challenges us to think of the other definition of “Light.” Think of lightening our load, putting down what no longer serves. Instead of hauling around lifetimes of junk and old programming, we en-light-en ourselves by releasing heaviness. The third dimension is known for its density. If we really intend to shift into the higher, less dense dimensions, then this kind of en-light-en-ment makes perfect sense. Our subconscious carries the bulk of our weight through ancient griefs, past life issues, and a confused sense of Self. Why not let the subconscious do its thing?!

Again, we can speed along this process by going with the flow. In our natural state, humans are already far more advanced than most of the species would seem to indicate. Old programming and the barnacles of a past that no longer matters have simply gunked up our gears, slowed our chakras, and otherwise kept us tied to Ye Olde 3D World. As Dr. Joseph Murphy so prolifically explained, the subconscious mind creates reality and rules our life. We can instruct it using our conscious mind, and the subconscious mind MUST create whatever we choose to focus upon. When we sleep, we give it free reign with no interruptions from conscious “but’s,” worries or false limitations.

The subconscious mind chooses life and it chooses to expand upon whatever we direct our attention to. How ’bout we take a moment before falling asleep to ensure we get the most out of our unconscious state? If you need to forgive someone, ask your subconscious to help with that. If you need to solve your money issues, affirm that your subconscious mind already knows how and when to make it so. If you want more intuition, don’t simply request … rather expect … dreams and synchronicities to help you expand your awareness and skills. As Lightworkers we know (on some level anyway) that everything is in Divine and Perfect Order. Even sleep. We naturally evolve in the easiest and most efficient ways possible, whenever we just “lighten up” and go with the flow. If the flow encourages sleep, so be it. Some people believe 5D living won’t even involve sleep anymore. As Frauke of Schizandra and the Gates of Mu says, “We only sleep to dream.” Enjoy this time of cocooning! We’ll all be butterflies soon enough.

2012: Year of Power

Here’s Lee Harris sharing his visions of what 2012 holds for all of us. I found his 2011 predictions so spot on in retrospect that I thought I’d share his new ones here. Synchronously, I awoke this morning talking about Pluto’s influence in my chart as well as the larger world right now. I was just saying, “Pluto’s not just about rebirth. It’s about rooting out the hidden. It’s about power, so wherever Pluto makes an appearance, expect what’s hidden to show itself, expect a rebirth, and honor the power that comes from it.” According to Lee Harris, 2012 is all about power — personal, collective, how it’s used and how it manifests. One of my favorite phrases is “power to, not power over.” May we all learn to empower others and our planet with respect, rather than control. Many Blessings and Happy Saturday!

Awakening the Heart Chakra and Taking Back Your Power

Today we have a guest blog post by a former Facebook friend and the inspiration behind 2011’s Event, 40 Days Focusing on the New 5D Earth. Thanks to Bill Ballard for these timely insights into Ascension, Light, Love and restoration. Please don’t let his title scare you. Bill shares inspiring and insightful information here, along with tips to make these times some of the most empowering and joy-filled ever.

The Final Battle of Light and Dark ~ Bill Ballard (Jan 14 2012)

What a marvelous time to be alive on Earth! We are in the final Battle of Light and Dark! This is a frequency war. All That Is (Creator Source) is frequency – various vibrational levels of consciousness. What is happening now is the final test for those choosing to ascend.

The whole battle of light and dark is nothing more than a test for each to show what we have mastered over our many previous lifetimes. As we come to the end of the Piscean Age and begin the Age of Aquarius all the old illusion MUST collapse. The soil must be tilled to plant the seeds of New Earth. This is precisely what is going on now. And watching the world collapse around you is not an easy thing, even if you are fully set on choosing ascension.

I find it fun to observe all that is going on. I love to watch it as if I am watching a play. What happened within me that allows me to view the illusion and have no fear is I learned the secret. It is shifting my own consciousness from my head to my heart. Doing so shifted my whole way of observing from a point of fear to a point of detachment and love. I witnessed a new protection, a light that surrounds and protects me through the chaotic illusion surrounding me.

What a game this is!

We will all go through the process of learning to shift consciousness from head to heart. That is the basis of what ascension is and is the minimal requirement for entry into the new 5D Earth. Truly we are only returning to a state we have “fallen” from at the end of Atlantis during the deluge that brought that civilization to an end. Many of us are having memories of that event that we must process and release to move on without fear.

The test going on (as what we thought we knew collapses) is tough for many persons to take. For me, speaking as Bill Ballard, even with years of knowing what was going on and participating in the exposé from behind the scenes – it is still humbling to witness the extent of all that was being controlled by the Illuminati. Humanity was pretty close to being in a trap that was complete, one with seemingly no way out. We have passed that point now. That is what the End of the Great Awakening was/is about – the exposé of who most thought were their protectors, their government, and what that government was doing to control and manipulate the masses.

The other part of the Great Awakening is about WHO WE TRULY ARE! We truly are great spirits having a human experience, feeding the Mind of God and our Souls. It is all an illusion, one that collapses as human consciousness expands/ascends back to higher dimensional awareness.

The Illuminati – those who control our planet – definitely do not want this awakening to occur. That is the reason for dumbing-down humanity via food, vaccinations, education, religion, chemtrails, environmental pollution, and all the other frequency-lowering control mechanisms they have put in place.

The awakening is, quite simply, a rise in an individual’s vibrational field. When you, for example, choose to return to a higher physical vibration – a higher level of comprehension of the invisible field around you – you engage in a conscious interaction with the field. Everything changes. Your perception shifts and grows into a much higher state of awareness, a multi-dimensional potential where your spiritual powers are re-membered. We always had these powers, but we were dis-membered while in the lower vibration.

This dis-member-ment of our true power is what allows others to control and manipulate us. At the end of the Great Awakening and just before the mass ascension of humanity occurs, those choosing to ascend must become aware of who they truly are, the true history of what has happened, and what must be done to prepare for ascension. It is nothing more than raising one’s physical frequency to the minimum level necessary to move to new Earth. This minimal vibratory level can be found when you shift from head to heart. And, of course, the Illuminati and powers that be want to keep you from this.

Actually we can consider what is going on like spiritual boot camp on Mother Earth. We are coming to the end of our training and the war games, the Final Battle of Light and Dark has begun. In past years many of us thought this was going to be a physical battle. However, as we begin to understand that thought and information is light, and we increase our awareness of who and what we truly are, a shift into a higher vibration of awareness occurs. The dark side does not want us to know this information as it is truly powerful when one really understands. All we thought and believed about our magical powers and abilities when we were young, is really the reality.

It was when we forgot that reality and bought into the illusion that problems began occurring in our lives. We took a bite of the apple of Un-Knowledge and stepped into the trap. By doing so we lowered our vibrations.

Have you ever noticed how happy a child is when he is still in this state? We have taught our children to believe the illusion is true and the invisible world they come to Earth with is the illusion. What a trap! As we believed the knowledge of those all-knowing adults we bought into the illusion and forgot what truly IS real. And this is how it happened. We fell for what our parents taught us. Well, most of us did. Some of us, however, kept on believing what we came here with.

Jesus stated you can only get into heaven with the heart of a child. There is no better advice about ascension than that. We must all re-member our childlike nature and those things we came to this life with. We learned ego – the false teaching that leads to separation, disconnection from source and full entry into the lower vibrations. We now must get back to that state of being we had as a child, full of unconditional love and the awareness of higher vibrations. To do so we must unlearn all we were taught was reality in this illusion. That is a somewhat difficult task for many who have ventured into the depths of the lower vibrations, separation and duality.

Right now we see the whole world collapsing around us. This “seeing” is Light, and Light is information. Information is the key to seeing through the illusion. This “seeing” does not feel good to one exploring the depths of ego. I know this for I, too, do the same thing, despite having the awareness of much of what was really going on all my life. We all go through this. However, by returning to the heart space, our child-like nature, all the illusion we have been indoctrinated into dissolves, and the memory of truth resurfaces.

Information is Light. Light is love. Love and Light are Vibration. To totally infuse higher vibration into life, we must expand our light/love vibration and enter a much higher level of comprehension and dimensional awareness. There are many different levels of light/love vibration, all attuned to various octaves of frequency known as dimensions.

This world illusion must collapse so a new experience can take its place for those choosing to ascend. This collapse destroys all the things we have identified ourselves with within the 3rd and 4th dimensional experience. Let it go! Don’t hold on! Remove all perceptions of rules which set the guidelines of reality. Remember that we create the rules we play with in any level of the illusion. Wouldn’t it be better to play with NO RULES? I guess that is a personal decision and one we each must make to define that we believe in. I personally choose not to have limitations to my comprehension. I choose to be able to attune to the highest levels of consciousness I can attain.

Now, the collapse of the old world falling away will bring up “thoughts and fears.” If this is going on inside you look at why this is happening and what you are doing. First, become aware of the focus of your attention. Are you perceiving the illusion from your heart, or are you actually in your head? If there is fear you are perceiving from your head as only love – not fear – can be in the heart.

During the time of transition from head to heart, even after the heart chakra is activated, you enter an in-between state. One aspect of consciousness is heart-centered while another aspect remains in the head. This is when the ongoing process of shifting between head and heart occurs. This process of shifting from head to heart takes time.

Consciousness is connected to All That Is, to every atom in all dimensions of the multi-verse. As a human you are continually pulling more of that higher self/ ALL THAT IS consciousness into your physical being. I mean this in the spiritual, higher vibrational way. It is difficult to put that lower dimensional physical rock into the body and enjoy it. But when you “re-member” Source or God IS all that is- that Source is ALL various levels of vibrational consciousness, then you begin to realize you truly wish to embody as much of “All That IS” or God into your physical being, bringing as much spirit (LIGHT) into yourself as possible. That realization is what raises your light quotient and physical vibration into higher levels of consciousness. That is how you become multi-dimensional.

If you are not completely anchored in your heart the collapse of the system will seem frightening. Even stepping into 5D seems frightening at the beginning levels of heart chakra activation. As you continue the process from 5D Ascension Initiation into the higher initiations, you experience deeper and deeper paths into self. All the chakras are explored as you activate, increase light, and turn ever more inward into truth. You begin to realize that is where all your knowledge and power reside. That is where the re-membering of higher power occurs.

Remembering cannot occur in the illusion! In order for a new world to be born the old 3D/4D world must collapse. And so, too, must the illusion of your personal matrix collapse so you can be reborn into higher levels of awareness.

The 4th dimensional beings controlling Earth at this time, as well as the negative ETs influencing them, are limited by ego and thought. They have not made the quantum leap to the power of the heart field. All individuals vibrating at a level less than those beings can be easily controlled by them. That is why so much is being done to keep humanity’s focus on the external – focused on the illusion rather than turned inward toward the internal reality. It is this over-focusing on the external that keeps humanity dumbed down. Maintaining that external focus is a critical aspect of the plan designed and implemented by our wonderful End Times Drill instructors, the Illuminati. The plan is to keep so much chaos in the illusion that humanity is trapped and unable to complete the shift from lower vibrations into higher, from head to heart, from ego to love. The ascending initiate must realize THAT is the game – keeping you tied to the illusion and thereby giving away of your power.

What is your choice? For indeed, we each have choice!

Mastery is the taking back of your power. I state this on multiple levels as we each create the illusion we think of as reality. Taking back your power requires “response-ability”. For mastery to occur you must be “response-able.” You must control where you focus your consciousness, thought and emotion. It is consciousness, thought and emotion that create the illusion you experience. As I have stated previously 5D vibrations allow you to create directly through thought and emotion coupled with focused intent. Creation can be done consciously or unconsciously. Either way it can and will create your experience for it is all about vibration.

Taking back your power allows you to be consciously aware and in control of your experience. In addition you must also know you are playing this game of experience with others, and that we are all vehicles for soul. Soul in the lower dimensions undertakes the 3rd ascension initiation and then the 4th, which requires Soul control rather than ego control of life experience. The 5th initiation is the activation of the heart chakra and the permanent bliss state that comes with its activation. The 5th is the first true mastery initiation where you must have the intent to manifest a certain level of vibration. You must choose your focus and remain with it for longer and longer periods of time until you successfully activate your heart chakra.

As you take back your power by going ever inward the exterior illusion falls away. Fears and old habits, all the training you received from external sources within the illusion, gradually falls away. Yes, you can get reversed and perceive from that old comfortable fear you once had, not believing that a permanent state of grace can be obtained. But that is a falsehood and a trap. New rules apply here and you make these rules. See? This illusion must be collapsed and all fears must be confronted and put into proper perspective – that of being the tool necessary to experience and transcend the lower dimensions.

When in the higher dimensions your light bubble protects you and you can walk in the middle of the most incredible hurricane or disaster unfolding and remain completely protected. Believe me!

We must all learn to recognize and master old habits. Next we must dissolve these habits to make way for our new 5D Selves of Love and Light. That is a process we all must go through when we decide we have had enough of the 3-4D games. No one can do it for us.

We have much help if we ask. This is the key to peace and happiness. It is the key to mastery of our beings in these End Times, and of having a wonderful journey as the world around us, our old familiar ways, dissolve to make way for the New. Together, all doing this, we create a New Earth as we change, transform and transfigure ourselves with higher vibrations, Light, LOVE, knowledge and wisdom.

With Unconditional Love for ALL That IS!

Bill Ballard

Integration Lifetimes and Human Evolution

Readers and clients have recently asked me questions regarding what I call “integration lifetimes.” In a “regular” lifetime, people choose one or two things as their focus, attempting to resolve them so as to free themselves from specific karmic ties or continuing influence. Unlike regular lifetimes, “integration lifetimes” attempt to unite and utilize all previous incarnations — assembling them into something far beyond that which has come before. In essence, the whole is greater than the sum of its parts.

Whereas regular lifetimes allow people to ignore “irrelevant” experiences, themes, relationships or gifts, integration lifetimes demand attention to and embracing of our greater being. For example, if a soul on a regular lifetime has major money and persecution issues to work through, but pre-incarnately decides to narrow this lifetime’s focus to resolving two particular relationships, then money and persecution problems will not affect the soul much during this lifetime — even though there remain significant issues in those areas. Instead, those two chosen relationships will dominate as life challenges. The absence of money or persecution issues does not mean these souls are totally evolved in those areas; it simply means they have not chosen to focus upon them this go-around.

By contrast, souls on integration lifetimes can seem to attract challenges everywhere they turn, although initially they may have seemed to lead “charmed” lives. In early years, these souls tend to tap into lots of previously developed gifts, so outwardly they seemed to thrive. School and other pursuits may come amazingly easy. Indeed, peers or siblings often feel jealous that integration lifetime souls succeed in everything they do. Beneath the surface, though, lie feelings of inadequacy or persecution, a nagging sense of missing the mark, an unfulfilled life purpose, and general ennui. Integration lifetime souls have literally “been there, done that,” so the trappings of success — though massive — can seem unreal, taken for granted or ultimately dissatisfying. At some point, the contrast between the worldly successes and the soul’s bigger goal of embracing every being they have ever been, triggers crises to get the integration lifetime soul back on track. At this point, their outer lives can look disastrous — disability, “untreatable” health problems, poverty, public shame, devastating divorce, etc. — while their inner lives alternate between profound despair and a bizarre sense that everything is finally aligning in Divine and perfect order.

As the dreaded Tower Card of the tarot suggests, destruction often precedes integration. Old paradigms fly out the window and crash into the sea. Life as we knew it ceases to exist. These sorts of lifetimes usually present tell-tale health challenges designed to break down traditional barriers, perceived limitations and over-reliance on 3D reality: things like brain injury, Lyme disease, Fibromyalgia, some manifestations of MS — anything that radically alters those things we held most certain. Earth herself has begun an integration path as she shifts dimensions, and millions of people incarnated right now have come here for integration lifetimes. Earth’s energy supports integration right now, because the process of embracing the full essence of who/what we are is another way to describe Ascension or Human Evolution.

People wonder just what percentage of others have chosen integration lifetimes. If I had to guess, I would say that 11% of the population right now is living an integration lifetime, with perhaps 4-7% actually making the leap. That’s a guess, though, because most of the people with whom I interact as friends, students, readers and/or clients are on an integration lifetime.

For those souls who incarnated recently, the multiple traumas seem to be arriving earlier. Older integration lifetime souls often experience a Tower Card tossing out of their old paradigms; today’s children on integration lifetimes simply refuse to accept outdated paradigms right from the start. That’s one reason we have so many kids needing alternative schooling and other support right now. I’ve had a run of parents requesting sessions for children debilitated by nightmares, autism and vision problems. The parents fear that their kids are having delayed development, when in reality, these children on integration lifetimes have actually jumped into their challenges feet first. They recognize the accelerated times we live in and refuse to participate in pleasant delays and detours. Through their in your face issues, these kids insist on their own intense integration while also pointing out exactly where the parents, teachers, society and siblings need healing. Children on integration lifetimes in the year 2012 came here with a big mission. They may seem backwards or delayed, but most of their anger and frustration stems from not being able to express their gifts in fully functional ways. Their souls are literally screaming for a freeing of the human race.

I’ve also recently noticed a phenomenon in which adults are suddenly opting for integration lifetimes, even if they did not arrive with an integration imperative. In the presence of so many souls determined to “be all that they can be” (or rather, be all they already ARE), these other souls are signing on. By doing so, they volunteer for some extra challenges, perhaps surprising themselves by consciously engaging topics that previously seemed fringe or weird. I call these souls the “ease and please” variety. Not that they don’t have past life traumas to reintegrate! Of course they do, but rather than attracting a major this-life trauma to dismantle all semblance of prior reality, they move through their changes preemptively with the help of self-education, life coaches, intuitives, and/or other integration lifetime friends. This group is what some channelers refer to as “the second wave.”

How do you know if you are on an integration lifetime? If you’re reading this, then you likely are. Most people attracted to the idea of reincarnation have a nagging sense that society’s proven explanations and interpretations of Life tend to fall short. Synchronicities, recurring dreams, intense yet unlikely soul connections with others, medical mysteries and interest in things like astrology and patterns indicate at least a budding awareness of more than meets the eye. Since regular lifetimes don’t require attention to anything beyond the intended focus, regular lifetime folks rarely find themselves attracted to anything that could distract them from that focus. Nothing like dozens or hundreds of “irrelevant” lifetimes to distract from the one or two they wish to resolve! If you find yourself yearning to sense a bigger picture, a context that makes sense of ongoing patterns, or a metaphysical understanding, then you are likely experiencing the call of integration.

What can you do to heed the call? Prayer, meditation, creative arts, and journaling all offer keys to hidden passageways within yourself. You can also try specialized meditations like The Blue Room to help you detach from and resolve persistent relationship challenges. I’m a big fan of the Archangels, especially Michael and Raphael. Michael has his fiery sword, so useful for cutting the ties that bind, and Raphael is the Archangel of Healing on all levels. If you feel a particular connection to other angels, faeries, devas, gods or goddesses, you can ask them to assist you in your growth and integration. Past life regression therapy can help through hypnosis or self-hypnosis if you find trusted methods that resonate with you. Additionally, soul/past life readings from a trusted intuitive can help you to connect the dots. The mind has a funny way of clinging to things we do not understand. Once they make sense, we can lay them to rest. Since reincarnation, parallel lifetimes and previous selves are difficult to prove, sometimes receiving corroboration from an uninvolved other gives us permission to trust our own inner knowing.

Though challenging, integration lifetimes offer tremendous opportunity for evolutionary leaps. No more plodding along. We’re talking spontaneous Ascension, radical emergence, the phoenix rising from the ashes. We’re talking everyday magic and the hero’s journey. We’re talking nothing less than full human potential. People say, “I’m only human,” but there’s no room for “only” in that sentence. As Marianne Williamson says:

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Namaste!

2012: A Call to Co-Creation

Today we have a guest blog post from one of my favorite people on the planet: numerologist, astrologer, tarot reader, teacher, author and channeler, Timothy Glenn. Some of you will recognize Tim’s name as the person who shared with me the powerful Blue Room Meditation. Others will recognize some of the information below from my novel, Schizandra and the Gates of Mu. Tim provided the content for Schizandra’s extensive numerology/tarot/astrology reading — via actual charts for my fictional character. The character Tom Brown was inspired by both Timothy Glenn and Sir Thomas Browne.

Tim sent me the following as an email response to my last post. (“Hi, Sis! I read your Good-bye to 2011. Here’s my hello to 2012. This is the year we’ve been talking about for so long, and big things are going to happen on lots of levels. Enjoy!”) I hope you all find it as right on and inspirational as I did. Thanks, Tim!

2012: A Call to Co-Creation

A Numerological Perspective
by
T.J. Glenn

Last year’s article was entitled 2011: A Call to Community. Windows of opportunity opened for us to coalesce into groups of resonant people; families, organizations, dolphin pods, or however you wish to envision it. A lot of us got shuffled around, as our Spirits moved us into position for the pivotal year of 2012. Friendships, partnerships and all manner of relationships started, ended, grew or morphed in significant ways.
In the planetary shift, synergy is the key.

Separation into Oneness

2011 presented us with a curious paradox. Having played the game of separation for ages, many of us have begun the journey back into Universal Oneness. But not all Souls are ready to make the journey at the same time in the same way, so a temporary parting of the ways has occurred within our world, to facilitate the merger into Oneness later on another level of existence. No almighty cosmic law dictates that everyone incarnated in this world at this time has to join hands with everybody else, and go skipping down a primrose path to paradise.

Some Souls have not finished playing the old games, and we honor their choices, no matter how painful or stupid those choices may look to us. In the lives of most people, this phenomenon of separating into Oneness has been manifesting.

But this phenomenon also loomed large on a planetary scale in 2011. Toward the end of August, the energetic split finally occurred. Those who insist on going down with the ship of the old world, finally veered off onto probability lines to pursue further experience in limitation. Those of us who are devoted to making the quantum leap to the next level of evolution, have continued our metamorphosis into the realm of infinite possibilities.

As the two worlds of humanity grow apart, we separate the wheat from the chaff. It becomes progressively more obvious who is who, and who is still in the middle wondering which way to go. And what a choice: to crawl along the path of fear as a numbed-out Matrix Unit, or to fly free as a Conscious Co-Creator in a love-based reality.

Mutate or Die

A few Sensitives have reported that during the August separation process, they were guided to step aside from this reality to cushion the impact on their physical and emotional bodies. They went through the motions of life for a week or so “only partially embodied”, “as though in a trance” or “as the observer”, and then resumed full presence.

Although other factors were involved, perhaps a vestige of my old Warrior’s Way plunged full force into the emotional maelstrom, rather than buffering the effects of the split. By mid September I had lost over 10% of my body weight (not that there was much to spare) and found myself working through a host of complications, eventually spending most of the month of November near death’s door. When it feels as though your emotional body has been stripped to the bare bones, and your physical body reflects the experience, you have an opportunity to cut to the core. But the choice we are offered by a quantum leap of evolution is quite simple: mutate or die.

This healing crisis resolved with the integration of issues stemming from the body’s genetic download; a mix of two bloodlines who had hated and fought each other for over a thousand years. On a deeper level, the conflict involved Soul groups who had despised and opposed each other for millenia beyond count. The solution lay in carrying the Pre-Birth Chi forward in a state of peace. This can be achieved through love, understanding and forgiveness; essential tools for navigating the unchartered waters of 2012 and beyond.

2012 = 2 + 0 + 1 + 2 = 5

The number 5 indicates growth, change, evolution, freedom, expression. We can’t expect a 5 cycle to hold still for us while we fiddle with trifles. 2012 sounds the clarion call to action, with an emphasis on freedom of expression; a revolution of evolution.

If you established any spiritual foundations in the previous year, now is the time to build on those foundations. Consider yourself as having been issued a Creative License by the Universe. While the world changes under your very feet, you can begin embodying your Angelic Self and learn to wing it.

Everything in Numerology is based on cycles of 1 through 9, and 5 serves as the hinge point in the middle. More of life will pivot on 2012 than on any other 5 cycle in history. Not even the crust of the Earth will sit still this year. If we are flexible and adaptable, we can evolve.

2012 = 20 + 12 = 32

Especially if we pronounce the year Twenty Twelve, we invoke the energy of 32. Consider this: July 4, 1776 = 32, which inspires liberation. Are you courageous enough to declare your independence, despite threats from those who claim the right to rule us? The energy of 32 can look an oppressor in the eye and say, “King George, we understand you rule the British Empire. We understand the British Empire is growing to encompass a quarter of the world’s land mass, and your navies rule the Seven Seas. And we understand the sun never sets on the British Empire – but – as far as we are concerned, you can shove your Empire where the sun never shines at all.”

The Spirit of July 4, 1776 declares independence and means business. In Zodiacal Numerology, 32 carries the energy of Scorpio, so when 32 says “Give me liberty or give me death”, this goes far beyond mere parroting of political slogans. The principle of “Live free or die” will rise in public awareness this year. But perhaps we can edit the old saying: “Give me Liberty, or give me a new Reality.”

2012 = 32 = 5. The fifth sign of the Zodiac is Leo the Lion. The average Matrix Unit may opt to play The Cowardly Lion, but the path of evolution calls for each of us to stand forth as The King of Beasts, as a self-governing, sovereign Being. As the would-be controllers of the world continue their desperate ploy for establishing a global totalitarian police state, what kind of Lion will you become?

A Flip Without a Flop

In a year of claptrap from flip-flopping politicians, we can reflect on the Tarot imagery of the 20 and the 12. The 20 marks a turning point; the call from the darkness into the Light, as depicted in the Judgment card.

The 12th card of the Tarot deck is known as The Hanged Man, who is not dangling from a noose, but is voluntarily flipped upside down. This symbolizes someone who entertains perspectives that are upside down according to the old world; somebody 180 degrees out from mainstream. This evinces the energy of mysticism. In the standard Waite deck, the Hanged Man radiates a golden halo.

Our evolutionary adaptability may require us to see life on Planet Earth from a radically different perspective; upside down, inside out, backwards or whatever. The 12th house in Astrology (along with the 12th sign Pisces and its ruler Neptune) can include illusion and delusion. In 2012 we may find our illusions challenged.

As the Light permeates this world and illuminates the dark corners, can we expect everything to continue looking the same? Cherished notions may dissolve before our eyes; the sacred lies of religions, the proven lies of science, the official lies of governments and the advertised lies of corporations. 2012 will offer us the chance to flip some interpretations of life, to avoid an evolutionary flop.

A New Sphere of Influence

2012 also invokes a bit of esoteric Sacred Geometry. The 12-sided Platonic solid (the dodecahedron) and the 20-sided Platonic solid (the icosahedron) combine into the 32-sided Archemedean solid known as the icosadodecahedron. Imagine a rubber icosadodecahedron you can inflate into a ball. Watch the lines as they form the seams of the ball: six perfect circles. 6, first of the perfect numbers. 6, the number of love. Perfect love. Divine love. Unconditional love. The Circle of Life.

2012 will show us a lot of things we could choose to fear, but we can choose the path of love. We can place ourselves within a spherical icosadodecahedron of Light, and let the shadows of the old world begin passing out of sight.

The Crossing

On December 21, 2012 we will cross the Galactic Equator, and the shift will begin in earnest. Through the last several years, as we have drawn nearer this plane the Mayans call The Dark Rift, the increasingly intense gravitational field has put the cosmic squeeze on our old reality. But at the end of 2012, we will finally enter the decompression chamber. Anything can happen.

Physicists often call the Universe “the field of infinite possibilities”. This echoes the scripture “With God all things are possible.” Not merely some things or most things, or almost all things. Literally all things. As we cross the Galactic Equator, our human possibilities can tap into Infinity Itself.

Consciousness creates everything. We are consciousness. 2012 will open windows of opportunity to the wonderment of Co-Creation for Conscious Beings.

Blessings,
Tim
http://soulpurposereadings.com/

Human Evolution: Healing Bitterness and Betrayal

Issues of bitterness and betrayal continue to reappear in various guises, both on collective and individual stages. With all the recent and pending revelations about banks, government, medicine, and general corruption of “trusted leaders,” many people are awakening into a nightmare, rather than from the nightmare. Those who’ve spent decades (and lifetimes) trying to do the right thing are suddenly finding that the “right thing” had almost nothing to do with compassion, spirituality, honor and love.

Once the veils of denial begin to drop, shock, fear, and anger quickly follow. If the leaders of this world have their way, so would WWWIII. That’s why it’s so very important right now to process through the emotions of betrayal before these, too, become manipulated and before they harden into bitterness. Enough Lightworkers and would-be Lightworkers now know that they must hold the torch of truth. But the question becomes, which truth? Do we mumble platitudes and pretend nothing’s wrong? Do we scream warnings and ignite fear? Or do we heal and create the world in which we want to live?

I vote for the last option. Yes, we need more than New Age fluff bunnies and platitudes, but the warnings have become mainstream and embodied enough that Lightworkers won’t be able to change the problem at the level of the problem. While I sensed that was a possibility at one point, with all the recent and pending laws in Congress and the increased centralization of power, those latent and isolated problems have metastisized. It’s not unlike when I see a severe illness hovering in someone’s aura as a possibility, but not yet manifested in the body. If those people choose to empower health, wholeness and integration before the illness drops into 3D, then they can gain the lessons without the illness, or with a much milder form of illness. In the past two weeks, this planet and its ruling systems have chosen to discard the warnings, and that cancer has solidified and appears to be winning.

Appears being the operative word! Just as someone with a severe illness or injury can choose to revel in the diagnosis and focus all attention on what’s wrong, we have that option, too. We can look at the doom and the gloom of our world, the seemingly terminal state of affairs, and we can aggressively fight what is. Or, we can choose to ignore the rapidly spreading tumors across the Earth, leaving them to devour both Gaia and ourselves. Neither option heals. At best, the first option buys a bit more time, and at best, the second option speeds an out-of-body shift. The more balanced and healing option involves an honest assessment of the illness/situation, evaluation of what sorts of inner healing will manifest as external health, and a focused, determined, unrelenting empowerment of that inner healing. As within, so without.

When a problem becomes terminal, yet we want to survive, we need all our precious energy for healing. This does not mean to ignore the body, or ignore the Earth; rather, it means that whatever attention we place on the 3D will most benefit us with a nurturing, gentle, soothing and restorative focus. On the individual level, think salt water baths, massages, walks in nature, living foods. On the collective level, think free energy, beauty, picking up trash on your walks, embracing more eco-friendly habits, allowing yourself to feel how your choices ripple outwards. Imagine peace, both within and without, and allow yourself to move through anything that stands in the way of wholeness and integration.

For many people right now, two biggies stand in the way: bitterness and betrayal. They often arrive close together, especially when someone we loved and trusted severely disappoints us. Of all the past life issues that bleed through into this one, betrayal by government ranks very high, especially among Lightworkers. So many of us have been burned at the stake, persecuted and tortured by religious and/or political authorities! When someone dies suddenly at someone else’s hands, they do not have a chance to process those feelings of betrayal while in body. Yes, they get a “life review,” but some things are much easier to comprehend when surrounded by pure Source energy. Reincarnating into another body limits that awareness, and so those old feeling of shock, fear, anger, betrayal and bitterness often come out sideways. Of course, our world also finds so many ways to overlay new versions of those feelings on the old traumas! A spiritual practice helps, but most Lightworkers still have enough humanity in them that they continue to feel the pain — even if it comes out sideways.

I see this happening on a global level right now. In some ways, this article continues to expand upon the earlier articles I’ve written about the individual and collective Shadow. Today I want to focus on some individual steps that can ease our way into a softer reality. Bitterness is a hard emotion. It contracts and hardens things like unexpressed grief and explosive anger –two of the most common feelings when we realize someone has betrayed our trust. Emotional bitterness poisons the blood and hardens the gall bladder. It inflames the liver and slowly destroys our life force energy. If we allow ourselves to grow bitter about betrayals, then whoever carried out the betrayal need not have worked so hard! We will destroy ourselves without their interference.

Forgiveness heals. Period. We cannot forgive those things that we don’t realize have even happened, so revelations do hold a place on the forgiveness continuum. When we get stuck in revelations, though, we postpone the Forgiveness. There comes a point in which we “get the idea.” We realize, “OK, I was a sucker. This person, or this government, or this religious authority really pulled a fast one on me. Wow! I get it. It’s way worse than I thought, because, wow, I never even would have thought of doing some of those things. Ever. If I think about it, I can’t even believe it now. But wow! I really want to move beyond this, so what red flags can I take from this situation that will ensure I never repeat this pattern again? What can I learn from what happened, so that I can finally let it go?”

As soon as we begin to focus on the learning, forgiveness flows easier. We move from victim to student, and we can accept responsibility for attracting perhaps a much harsher lesson than we could have had. When we get to a point of gratitude, we have truly begun to free ourselves. We liberate ourselves from the need to judge and be judged. We step outside the paradigm. If we want to create a pre-shame world, then we need to stop projecting our shame onto others, which causes bitterness, and stop embodying guilt, which shuts down the ability to manifest any good things. If we want to “get back to the Garden,” then we can start by healing the Devil within ourselves. Did you know that “Satan” means “the accuser” or “the adversary”? Think of that! If we want to feel free, natural, loved and loving, then we can take a huge step in that direction simply by replacing judgment with love. Stop the self-accusations and watch your world transform!

On the physical level, we can also move through bitterness by supporting the liver and gall bladder. Replacing transfats, fried foods or GM soybean and canola oils with things like coconut oil, olive oil, and avocados will help your liver know what it’s processing. (Just as we feel difficulty forgiving what we do not understand, so our organs have trouble digesting bizarre and newfangled oils.) Dandelion tea, dark leafy greens, burdock, lemon juice, red grapes, apples, garlic, ginger and turmeric all send the liver and gall bladder some extra love. They help normalize the flow of bile, and resonate with the message, “It’s OK to feel a flash of anger. Just remember to let it go once you’ve identified the trigger and the lesson. Don’t get stuck there. Don’t let it harden.” We have a word for stuck, hardened outrage: gallstones. Will they always cause a problem? Not necessarily. But they can, and when they do, it can be very, very painful. Even if they don’t cause overt symptoms, they result in less than optimal function and living.

Personally, I feel this period of human evolution is all about optimal function and living. It’s about reclaiming what it truly means to be human. When people say, “I’m only human,” they don’t know how much power they’re abdicating. The human organism contains amazing potential for things that most people consider sci-fi or fantasy. It’s all there, though, if we can override the negative programming of society. We have reached a stage where that’s increasingly possible, but if we let bitterness (or fear of recognizing active betrayals lest they turn to bitterness) limit our potential, then we will get stuck in a rapidly metastisizing world. We can heal ourselves and our world. We can start anew today. We can release those things that no longer serve. We don’t need to fixate on them; we can simply acknowledge their passing, then celebrate the health and wholeness in their place. Yes, it can be that easy. And magical. We can embrace the next dimension right here, right now, as time collapses and we realize that yes, truly, “We are the ones we have been waiting for.”