Posts Tagged ‘Becoming Invisible’

Visibility, Invisibility and Protection

Today’s post mostly comes from a dream download and my journal of realizations I had while typing up the dream download. I share this because I was “told” to share it, so here goes:

3/16/2022
3:00 a.m.
“Dra’Faven”

Awoke realizing it’s not just my blog, it’s me. I am not of this world. My blog and home are like Avalon. Not everyone can see or find them, even if they’ve been there before.

I never put it together that it was not just the search engine with my blog — I (and others) can look up “Laura Bruno blog” and it won’t come up. Neither will “Laura Bruno WordPress.” I’m hearing this more and more from clients that they can’t find my blog. And yet, if someone really needs to find me, I come up as the #1 search engine ranking for whatever they need. Like “medical intuitive.” I am NOT the #1 search engine ranking for that, but I have heard from more than one new client that this is how they found me.

In Goshen, people used to drive right past our house and yard. I thought this was impossible because the yard was certainly VERY different from its surroundings. Factory and train track across the street, but our yard bloomed from March through November. I thought it was impossible to miss, but friends — people who had been there before — often drove past multiple times before I would walk into the street and flag them down.

Passersby would either marvel at all the flowers or not see them at all. Our friend Tim had free passage, and when he came to get our vacation mail, he felt a force field stop him. He realized what it was and said, aloud, “Laura Bruno asked me to keep an eye on the place and to get their mail.” The force field allowed him in.

Yesterday, here, our modem and router reset to factory standards. The former network name, “Dra’Faven” also disappeared. When I awoke, I realized this, too, is like Avalon. “Dra’Faven,” aka Dragon Faery Haven, is no longer visible to the outside world. I am in it but not of it. Less and less each day.

Remind readers to bookmark my blog and save my email and blog address because they may not be able to find me again if they lose touch. Not exaggerating.

END of that dream.

[I went back to sleep and had another dream, the details of which I’ll spare you. 🙂 In the morning, I handwrote the second dream into a dream journal and then typed both into my laptop. The following thoughts poured out of me as I continued typing.]

Last night we watched two episodes of Dickinson. We needed to redo the connection because of the earlier wifi situation. Only then did it occur to me that our network name used to be Dra-Faven, not the factory default router name. The guy on the phone helped me change my password to our other password, but I totally forgot our network was named. David, of course, remembered this, and I went upstairs to find the default name, which has the effect of anonymizing our network.

Both episodes — and really most of the second season — deal with the issue of Fame vs. Invisibility. Every episode leads David to comment, “This is SO Laura Bruno. These are the exact issues you’ve grappled with for your entire life.”

The second episode we watched last night features Emily getting her first poem published as E. Dickinson. At the moment she has finally dealt with her fears of other people reading her work, she becomes invisible. No one can see her at all, and she spends the whole episode wandering around listening to what people really think of her work. She also discovers all sorts of secrets, and this, too, feels like me with my intuitive “gifts” where I know things that I have no normal way of knowing.

After I typed in the first dream download, I realized, “Duh! I have had real experiences of invisibility, too. Not just a fictional idea of it. In Goshen, not only could people not see our house and yard, but they couldn’t see ME until I started eating cooked food.”

That’s literally why I started eating so much more cooked food. On a raw food vibration, not enough people in Goshen could see me. It became difficult to do day to day tasks like purchasing things at a store, because no one would acknowledge me at the register. At first I thought people were incredibly rude. I was like, “Wow, they take this Menno game (genealogy) way too far. Now they won’t even wait on me?!” I would sometimes leave stores in a bit of a huff, like “Fine! I guess they don’t want my business.”

One day, I was at the co-op with David. I finished shopping first and got in line to pay. The clerk just stood there. I said, “I’ll pay now,” but she did not acknowledge me at all. I waved, plunked my stuff on the little scroll thing, tried to flag down another employee. Nothing. David came up to me, and she immediately acknowledged him. Then David turned and said something to me, and the clerk about jumped out of her skin.

She said, “Oh, my goodness! You scared me. I didn’t see you come up just now.”

I said, “I’ve been standing here for five minutes.”

She said, “Ha ha.”

“No, really. I’ve been standing here trying to get your attention for the past five minutes.”

She had no idea what to do with that information, and David gave me a look like, “Pipe down.” When we got to the car, I said, “She really didn’t see me, did she?”

“I’d say no.”

“So maybe people aren’t being rude to me. Maybe they really can’t see me. Like physically cannot see me.”

From a practical standpoint, I realized I needed to lower my frequency in order to operate in Goshen. I needed to eat a lot of cooked food, drink loads of raw dairy, and weigh eight to ten more pounds than I do now. Even then not everyone could see me, but most of the time I could run errands without issue.

The house and yard were another story. I would not have believed people couldn’t find the property, but people kept telling me and even demonstrating this was the case.

Emily Dickinson published only one known poem in her lifetime, although she wrote many hundreds and became well lauded and famous after her death. Will I, too, become only posthumously famous? That would be SUCH a relief, if so.

I suspect my dreams and experiences with invisibility are meant to tell me that it doesn’t matter. Even if I DO become a household name for my writing, art, or anything else, I’ll keep my cloak. The wrong people won’t be able to find me even if they try. I haven’t figured out who or what is causing this with my blog, but more and more clients tell me that they can’t find my blog. They used to be able to find me at least by people linking to my blog, but lately even that method doesn’t work.

Is this protective? It seems so. Business is good. Maybe the cloaking keeps the wrong people from devouring me. I do feel like I live in a different dimension than most people. Experiences like the fictional episode show up in my actual life — and have for years.

Even back in Madison, David hosted a raw food potluck. We often did this at other locations, but sometimes at our house. There was one particular man who I did not feel comfortable having in our home, but we couldn’t just exclude him from the meetup. At the time, he had done nothing wrong. I just had a weird feeling about him. (He later got thrown in jail for aggravated assault, so my concerns were valid.)

Anyway, he was part of the raw food potluck, and I didn’t want him at our home. On two occasions, he TRIED to get there. He had the directions, the address, etc., and he spent hours driving and then walking up and down our block, unable to find the house. He accused David of giving him the wrong address, but we double checked, and it was the correct address. I told David to tell him, “Maybe you just weren’t meant to attend this meetup,” but I knew I had blocked him from finding our place.

Also, our “helpful” neighbor who would bring in our trash and recycling and run over my garden plants with the bins: I asked him not to do that. “Please, just leave the bins on the driveway, I’ll get them.” No matter how many times I asked him not to run over my garden plants, he always did, then expected to be thanked and thought we were cheap for not tipping him.

I asked for help from beyond, and wasps moved into the garden. I could work fine with them buzzing all around me, but if he set foot in my garden, they stung him. He continued to persist until they started swarming him at the base of the driveway. He turned tail and later apologized that the wasps were too intense for him. He just couldn’t bring the bins in anymore. Mission accomplished.

He wondered how I could garden with all those wasps.

I said, “They never sting ME. You know why? Because it’s MY garden. They know that. They only sting people who shouldn’t be there.”

I never had a problem with him again.

END of journal entry.

I don’t know why I’m supposed to share all of this, but perhaps it will strike a chord with others who have a stellium of 10th house (career, public life, fame) planets in their natal chart, or a Leo or 5th house North Node. Maybe it demonstrates or confirms that we can, and do, have spiritual protection when we need it.

A few weeks ago, David and I tried to watch something on Amazon Prime. Our connection “malfunctioned” and literally forced us to start watching the show “Dickinson” on Apple TV. We tried and tried to watch anything else, and this was the only show that would start. Once it started, we couldn’t get it to turn off, so we kept watching the pilot.

I often have uncanny synchronicities with shows or movies that echo dreams I’ve had the morning of or night before, but Dickinson takes the cake! Every episode turns into a confirmation and/or download. Each show explores a poem and presents a possible motivating life event. It’s spoofy, goofy and really well done. I’ve always related so strongly to Emily Dickinson, especially her love of privacy and her fascination and comfort with Death. You don’t have an exact Grand Trine of Sun-Moon-Pluto without turning quite Plutonian yourself. 😉 Plus, the nerdy English Major in me loves all the literary references.

Last night’s show (and much of Season 2) focuses on this poem:

I’m Nobody! Who are you? (260)

Emily Dickinson – 1830-1886

I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Are you – Nobody – too?
Then there’s a pair of us!
Don’t tell! they’d advertise – you know!

How dreary – to be – Somebody!
How public – like a Frog –
To tell one’s name – the livelong June –
To an admiring Bog!

In any case, I’ve followed through on the instruction to post these thoughts and to remind people to bookmark my blog and write down the url in case you step away for awhile and cannot find the blog again. I keep hearing about this from people who had sessions with me years ago and recently tried to find me to book an appointment. I give them huge points for their successful effort, but wow: I’m pretty invisible these days. I have zero social media, and I don’t advertise.

You can find my blog two ways:

https://laurabruno.wordpress.com

http://asklaurabruno.com

You can use the Contact page form ( https://laurabruno.wordpress.com/contact/ ) or email me at laura@asklaurabruno.com .

I wish everyone a magical day … and hope you find your own perfect calibration on the visible/invisible spectrum.

Gillian MacBeth~Louthan ~ Loving The Invisible Until It Comes True ~ 14 May 2012

I’ve seen the following article on so many sites and finally decided to read it. Glad I did! I just like the way she puts Law of Attraction and co-creation into terms like invisible and visible. When I was younger, the thing I most wanted in life was “to become invisible.” I didn’t know why at the time … I suspected it was because I felt shy and didn’t like attention.

As we’ve moved closer to and now far into 2012, I’ve realized “becoming invisible” can mean lots of things, like vibrating at a faster pace so as to become translucent or seemingly “disappear” from denser reality — kind of like Avalon fading into the mists. It also reminds me of the end of the film version of the Celestine Prophecy, in which the forces arrive to destroy the circle of aware ones. Instead of getting captured, those in the circle “disappear.” Holding such a different vibration from all the doom and gloom scenarios allows us to do the same thing. We can evaporate from one world and move into another that more closely matches Love instead of fear.

This article explores invisibility from a different angle. Gillian talks about bringing the invisible into the visible realm — kind of like bringing heaven to Earth. It’s the flip side of disappearing into a new reality … inviting and creating what we would love to see and making that manifest in our current world experience. In any case, I hope you enjoy this little piece as much as I did:

Gillian MacBeth~Louthan ~ Loving The Invisible Until It Comes True ~ 14 May 2012

You have each walked into a stairway of questing, of questioning, of asking what is the next step of my journey, of my heart, of my mission. You stand at the top of the stairway to heaven, but it does not connect to anything that is visible and tangible. Your hearts’ desires live above the patterns of the mass consciousness and the mass manifestations. As you reach into your higher heart for higher truths, higher lights and higher loves; you also reach for higher creational abilities. These manifestations live in the invisible. They are visible only in your mind, in your heart and in your dreams. But they are invisible in your physical world.

You are asked to place all of your desires, your wants, and your needs –upon an invisible future. There are few that know without a doubt that the invisible will manifest in accordance with how deeply, how strongly, how powerfully they believe. You cannot see your future because your future does not live here on earth. It has not come as of yet. It has not manifested, you are ahead of your creations. In this there is great frustration, as you feel all alone in your creations. It is like baking a cake from a cake mix box that has no directions on it, putting it into an oven that is invisible and turning on a timer that does not exist.

Each of you holds your personal ‘vision in invisibility.’ Every great person that has existed on this earth has held the vision in a place of invisibility. First they imagined it, then they embraced it, and then they loved it until the invisible became true. It did not come by some divine decree. It came into manifestation through the hearts, the yearnings and the desires of those that called it into existence. You are responsible for creating the invisible dream that dwells in your heart. You hold it as one who holds a baby bird in their hands – comforting it, giving it warmth, nurturing it. You are continually birthing what you need, and what you desire.

Most people give up before it is manifested — the very day the birth is to be announced they quit, they stop, and they walk away. They think who will notice? Who will care? Everything of life notices and everything of life cares! All of Earth was ready to welcome in that manifestation that you so lovingly created, and germinated inside of your heart and that you so thoughtlessly aborted before it was birthed.

Trust the seeds that you have planted. You must trust that what your soul yearns for is true and will come forth and be birthed. The Creator does not ever and can not ever hold back from you or sequester something from you. You are given full reign on earth. You are the ones that will birth the future. When you see a need, fill it. At that moment in time the universe is saying to you – “Help me to birth this. Help God to birth it by just holding the vision long enough for it to manifest”.

Each of you is asked continually to help birth a better future, a better Earth, just by your thinking. Hold the vision of goodness for your world – not just your own creations. Whenever you have an opportunity to seed another’s thought – give them the gift of what you know to be truth and hope. Hold that gift long enough until it is birthed. Do not ever give up on it. The Creator, the Source has never given up on you. Do not give up on others. Do not laugh at their dreams or toss their dreams to the wind because sometimes a person’s dreams is all that they have to live for. Help to birth the dreams, the desires, and the invisible into the visible.

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Becoming Invisible and The Mists of Avalon

Thanks to Bill Ballard for bringing the following “Spacemuffin” post to my attention. It reminds me so much of my experience reading “The Mists of Avalon” this past November and December. I’ve said for years that the Earth may one day just split so that it’s all happening all at once but in different dimensions of awareness — kind of like in The Celestine Prophecy movie. One will not see the other, except in cases where people experience dimensional bleed-through. My intro to Spacemuffin’s post is my portion of a cleaned up email exchange to a discouraged Lightworker. It all intertwines well with themes from recent sessions and friendly exchanges.

So Many Avalon Synchronicities!

Reading “The Mists of Avalon” affected me on a profound level. In some ways it felt like a homecoming; at other times, a warning. Initially Avalon was where the fae people lived and it gradually became invisible to all but those who carried the Faery within them. Eventually, Camelot began to disappear as well, falling into the realm of legend. What struck me in the book was that the Avalon people began with noble goals of wanting to carry beauty into the denser world. They wanted to have that spark of Spirit remain for Seekers. They felt themselves disappearing into the mists and mourned for the pain of a world without that kind of magic.

It began as a compassionate endeavor, but then it got ugly! They ended up moving into the denser layers and needing to find ways to operate and bring their magic into the ordinary realms — for the purpose of preserving Avalon in the 3D world. I could still see their reasoning, but the methods became so corrupted by the density that they wound up creating massive trauma, treachery and sorrow in the very world they were trying to save. Things got worse, not better. The two worlds really were moving in different directions and trying to bridge that gap, though noble, at some point became excruciatingly painful for everyone involved.

Reading that book was one of the main reasons I left Facebook. When NDAA passed, along with all the other insane bills getting signed into law — rooting out my inner demons seemed like a less conflicted and more effective method once the gap between intentions and 3D-ality had become so great. Our outer world reflects our inner world, so if we want that Shadow Government to disappear, it’s time to shine the Light on our own Shadow. Tools have been scattered. Information has been leaked. Lifestyle possibilities have been modeled. The visions and options have been shared. We’re approaching choice time, and we really don’t get to choose for others. …

I choose 5D and a return to the faery realm, or whatever we’re calling it these days! I hope a lot of others join me, but I also recognize that the requirements to live in that realm don’t sound like “heaven” to a lot of folks. Living without lies means losing the “luxury” of lying to yourself. Enjoying free will means taking responsibility for the world you help create with your thoughts and attitude. Reclaiming personal power means forever quitting the blame game and the whole victim-abuser-savior cycle that goes with it. To me this sounds like an enormous relief! To some people the process of excavating the authentic Self feels like hell on Earth. No need to duke things out, though. Committing to your own choices creates the shift. Reality sorts itself.

It’s become a vibrational match issue and … like any relationship … you can only stretch things soooooo far before you just know in your heart you’ve gotta leave. If not this then something better. I have to say, my own life has been getting much better and more magical since I’ve “left” the world. I’m still in it to some degree — not invisible yet — but definitely cutting cords multiple times per day, rooting out the parasites (self-imposed and external, although of course they’re the same!). Anyway, don’t let the low vibes get you down. As my vision board now says, “Let the good times roll.” They’re already here, so we might as well enjoy ’em.

Love, hugs, blessings and some laughter ….methinks you could use a giggle fest!

And now, here’s Spacemuffin:

Spacemuffin (via Lucas) | February 13 2012

Becoming Invisible

We are already living on the ‘separate earth,’ the earth’s ethereal body, where the ‘template’ is being set for what she will move into and eventually become, or align with. We helped create that ‘new earth’ with our thoughts and our consciousness and our way of being/living. We are already in a higher dimension, separate from illusion, and away from the third dimensional reality and timeline. Our resonance on 3D earth is only what remains of our physical bodies, and physical lives, which we occasionally visit, which continue on mother earth’s third dimensional physical body. But our ethereal bodies are already living on the newly created planet, and we shift from one dimension to another and the one, it is said, shall not know the other. It’s a choice now, which one we want to spend more time on……which one we want to give our attention to. Whichever one we choose, is the one we will continue to create.

We are creating a new planet. We have been given that opportunity, because our surroundings can only ever reflect our inner conditions. While we continue to physically occupy a 3rd dimensional being, we are dreaming, of a world free of restriction, without borders; a world filled with peace and a world filled with love for every face we see, every tree that blows in the wind, and animal that crosses our path. And while we dreamt, we created, and the more we created, the better it felt when we went back to the dream. And the shift into this higher dimensional earth is almost unnoticed, but somehow, everything out there looks different, doesn’t it? The trees don’t look the same, the birds are flying differently, and everything is just more beautiful, but we don’t really understand why. It’s because we altered the space that we occupy and created the paradise we dreamed of.

So the new earth vibrates in the auric field of the old earth, in a high 4th dimensional frequency, perhaps 5th, ( depending on the dreamer), and only those who dream, or those who practice multi-dimensional travel, can exist there. Others may not see them, because they will become less dense, and invisible. Neither can they see the new earth, nor witness the auric field of creation. So be careful that somebody doesn’t step on your foot……………..because they just can’t see you anymore.

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