Archive for September, 2011

Abundance is Inevitable

As a follow-up to yesterday’s post about Non-Violent Revolution, Occupy Wall Street and Human Evolution, I thought I’d post this Abraham-Hicks video:

Humanity itself has something stuck in its vibration that has allowed this imbalance to occur. There is no real enemy outside of ourselves; no one can do to us what we don’t on some level attract and allow. We are magnificent creators! Let’s alllllllowwwww the change we seek. Let’s allow the freedom we seek. Let’s enjoy the flow. I actually posted this video because it’s 5:55 in length. Be the change. Bring the change!

Flower of Life and the Merkaba

Thanks to David for finding this lovely combination of the Flower of Life, Merkaba energy light field, and the hauntingly beautiful Adiemus. Enjoy!

Opening and Balancing the Heart Chakra

As the energy on and around this planet continues to ramp up, it becomes increasingly important to find and maintain balance within our sensitive heart center. Given all the radiation continuing to spew from Fukushima (Shima is the goddess of Love), we would all do well to expand our hearts with extreme amounts of Universal Love. As always, the key to the solution is held within the problem itself. Consider the pronunciation of Fukushima (expletive Shima=F.U. Love). Solution=we LOVE Love. We love the feminine explosion of love radiating around the world.

Over a decade ago, I received a vision that a nuclear explosion would trigger human evolution. It appears to be happening right now. When we refuse to make necessary and desired shifts on our own, physical reality (body, finances) has a curious way of nudging us forward:

Cancer is a heart chakra issue; so is Lyme Disease and anything affecting the immune system. In a world of protests, anger, institutionalized fear and toxic chemicals, our best hope of survival actually leads to a more miraculous and joyful life than most people have dared to imagine. The stakes are high right now, but so are the rewards! In fact, the potential rewards have never been higher. I hope you enjoy the hypnotic sounds of the Tibetan bowl and Solfreggio frequencies for healing. Please consider any time you invest in such meditations as necessary fuel for your soul and a gift to humanity and the Earth. Namaste!

Happy Equinox and September Special

Just wanted to wish all my Northern Hemisphere readers a Happy Autumnal Equinox and a cozy entrance into the darker half of our year. I keep dreaming of (and harvesting in real life) pumpkins! I haven’t cracked their code yet, or I suppose I wouldn’t keep dreaming of them in highly symbolic adventures. Cinderella’s magical coach? Fertility? Abundance? I don’t know, but these pumpkins have overgrown my garden and my dream life with instructions like, “Focus on the big pumpkins. Claim your inheritance from the Universe.”

Um … okay! And that’s one of the more normal pumpkin dreams. 🙂

In celebration of the Equinox, I’ll be visiting the same crystal labyrinth I walked for May’s Wesak Full Moon event. Here’s a picture of this magical place:

And me with all the orbs:

Melanie France, the woman who hosts this gorgeous labyrinth, is offering a crystal skull class before the Equinox Walk. I’ll be there and enjoying every moment of it! As a way of sharing my own excitement about this shifting season, I’m offering a special discount for the rest of September.

Autumnal Equinox Special: Medical Intuitive Discount

For the last week in September I am offering my usual 1/2 hour Medical Intuitive Readings for a discounted rate of $77 instead of $90. In the past I know many people have appreciated a check-in as the seasons change and they wish to clear out old energies in order to embrace the new. I hope this sale encourages people to take their healing to a new level. For more about Medical Intuitive Sessions, you might enjoy this article. Please contact me and mention the Medical Intuitive Discount. Offer expires September 30, 2011.

Much Love and Many Blessings!

Intro to Solar Return

Today we have another guest blog post by Chicago-based Astrologer and Acupuncturist Dean Scarpinato. I think Dean provides a good overview of my own sense of Astrology and its relation to ego and the Higher/Bigger Self. Many clients ask me about their stars and planets, and I admit that I’m a typical Gemini in this regard: I know a little bit about LOTS of things, and “armchair” Astrology is one of those things. I can hold my own in a general conversation, but Astrology does not fall within my own areas of expertise. Too much math! I do find it a valuable tool for self discovery and understanding of influences, so Astrologers have become some of my most frequent guest bloggers.

A note to readers with “sensitive eyes”: Dean Scarpinato uses some colorful language. Whenever I publish his guest posts, I opt not to edit his occasional expletives, because to do so robs his words of their punch. If, however, you prefer squeaky clean blog posts, then you might want to skip this one. I obviously feel his message is worth sharing, but only you know your own, personal expletive barometer. That said, I hope you enjoy Dean’s lesson:

As an Astrologer I see myself as a teacher. The subject is YOU and so I usually have a pretty captive audience. However, YOU are an infinite being in a material body which YOU needed to put on like a vehicle to wander this here planet. YOU are no more YOUR physical body than YOU are the car you drive.

Big YOU little you. Confusing? The Rasta’s say I and i. There is the God within and then there is the little ego driven insecure paranoid thing who is always wondering “what shall I eat wherewith shall I be clothed,” and “is it nicer clothes than Betty or Veronica, and do you like my new manicure etc.” There is the divine essence that resonates to tears when MLK says “I have a dream,” and there is the petty little ego that says “Go to hell Rahm Emmanuel,” all living inside your body and taking space and substance inside your brain as well as competing for expression within your personality.

“Know Thyself and you will know the gods” said Plato (and everyone else). Clearly then, to know the gods is to know thyself. And so Astrology is the study of the Big YOU and the little you all at the same time. This means that anything I’m talking about in the course of this reading really relates to the little you. It relates to the little you in that the ultimate goal is an integration of your spiritual self with your material self. You will take eternity to figure that out and you will go through no end of bullshit in the process by which karma seeks to teach you these basic truths in a language most confounding and confusing, especially to a “modern” American who lives in a microwave dinner happy ending culture.

This, instead is a long, long lesson in which the first few million years you may not even know you’re in school. Or maybe YOU do but you are asleep because of dogmas and other thought forms put in place (and firmly locked on by those closest to you) by what Bob Dobbs terms a CONSPIRACY or “Cliques Of Normals Secretly Planning Insidious Rituals Aimed At Controlling You.”

In a Natal Chart Reading I often tip toe around things because people come for a number of reasons, mostly curiosity. Religious dogma, cultural conditioning and a host of other human illness blocks the clear channel of communication between myself and my client. One needs to be content with simply entertaining while attempting to slip in a few nuggets here and there and hopefully never offending. This is akin to doing Acupuncture and never zeroing in on the area that hurts. It can be quite effective actually, especially if you can soften the resistance and get the patient to return regularly. If not, well you’ve done no harm and they feel pretty darn good. If so, gradually you can begin the therapeutic process.

And it turns out that this process is little more than helping the client to feel safe while opening him or herself up to the process of change. Then at the appropriate time touching in on the area most in need and letting it begin to dissolve. It requires a lot of patience and a lot of trust in the process. And I, as an Acupuncturist/Astrologer need to maintain that patience and confidence in the face of countless folks who come and go, never experiencing the full value of this work for a myriad reasons that I frankly don’t bother examining. That is because those “reasons” are nothing but leafs on a tree whose root is the same…”they (or I) are not yet prepared.”

The excuses are legion. The root is the same. So it is my responsibility to continue in the face of mad crazy odds to cultivate a clearer core so that in every field of endeavor be it music, Acupuncture, Astrology or whatever, I am better each time I embark upon an act of the spirit. As I continue to mature so do those I encounter. Moreover I get better and better at handling situations and recognizing signs and wonders at the outset. And I gain more and more confidence in the understanding that the problems are many, the root, the same.

But how do you tell a person who just graduated medical school that the reason for their maladies is the very lifestyle that they embrace to make them a doctor (including that big ego boost they get every time they hear the word) as well as the drugs they believe in the way some religious folks believe in the “church” or the “book” or whatever. How do you tell that Type A personality that their problems would disappear if they really learned to relax? The answer is, you need to learn little tricks around their defenses and you need to learn to not take it personally every time your wisdom is rejected. And the best way that I have found is to go into a space where it is the wisdom (the Big “I”) that does the speaking and the healing. Most fortunately that is the greatest reward of this work. I consider it communion with my Holy Guardian Angel and the more I am able to enter into that space, the more worthy I seem to become to bring more and more Light into this world and into the lives of those who consult me.

I preface your Annual Reading with this message because as we go deeper and deeper into your charts more and more of who you are becomes revealed. We can take that right down into the minutia of “Why are these particular things happening to me and what is the best course of action from a physical, emotional and/or spiritual level,” and conversely, “what do you see happening to me in the days weeks months to come, etc.” And that minutia can rise into larger macro type understandings wherein the same set of circumstances can stop always entering your life in the same patterns.

As an Acupuncturist I am often faced with a client who says “when will I be healed?” It doesn’t matter that she’s been through every doctor and every treatment that money could buy for the past 20 years, I have exactly two weeks to fix the problem. The answer that I am prone to give is “when you discover the root of the myriad manifestations and either destroy it with toxic chemicals (thereby giving rise to a thousand petal lotus of new consequences) or lovingly dissolve it thereby coming to know peace.”

Should they persist and say “and when will this occur Dr. Smartass?” I will likely respond “when you truly recognize your own divinity and rest in this eternal peace.” And to those who still don’t get it I respond (though usually not out loud) “when you quitcher fucking bitching and recognize its all perfect right here and right now!” LOL Easier said than done and we’re all working on it. But if you want a magic bullet to all life’s problems there it is.

However, we’re on this road of seemingly endless incarnations either because the Creator is an insane sadist or because there is some greater spiritual lesson to be learned. And actually those two are not mutually exclusive.

And so as an Astrologer the goal is the same but the tools are slightly different. We seek to know thee (Thee). And we do it one step at a time, in little chunks that take a while to digest and sometimes make more sense years later. I am constantly re-reading Astrology texts I read years ago only to glean more and more as my level of understanding increases. The information was there all along I just didn’t recognize its value last time through. The same goes for these readings. Clients re-read them later on and see them much differently than the first time through. For instance, a day may come when you find that the greatest wisdom herein imparted are in the areas that on first reading seem like great digressions from the all important “you.”

But in fact, YOU are one with ALL and therefore the most Universal truths you experience are really of much more eternal value than a consultant telling you which shade of nail polish “you” should wear. And that applies even to seeming matters of “life and death” in this small incarnation. Had MLK shirked his cosmic mission out of fear of dying young a lot of Cosmic Greatness would never have lighted this planet. The same could be said for all of us. Perhaps the reason so many live in darkness is because they are afraid to reach for the Light. And perhaps experiencing the Greater Light is of more consequence than whether or not he said she said approves of what you think say or do. And perhaps the reason for all of our troubles is that we continue to confine ourselves into tiny little boxes to not offend all the tiny little people who promise to love us as long as we don’t upset their tiny little lives.

Lenny Bruce would probably still be alive today if he never said anything of consequence, just kept on telling stupid schmuck Yiddish jokes that nobody laughed at. Instead he laid himself bare for all to see and was persecuted and prosecuted to death for his troubles. But he never backed down even though paralyzed with fear when he didn’t have a friend in the world. And he died young and its all such a tragedy. And 50 years later he was right. He was a prophet, albeit a really messed up one, but then aren’t they all? Look at the folks Jesus chose as his apostles. He didn’t go to the bankers and the pillars of society but to fisherman, whores, corrupt tax collectors and madmen. There is holy greatness in these marginal characters and the Way, the Truth and the Light will bring that out. Every one of them died horrible deaths and today everyone reveres them.

So if the question is “how do I live a long life?” the answer is “keep your head low, never go against the grain of anything, and keep your mouth shut.” If the question is “How do I make the most out of the life I am given?” The answer may be just the opposite. And I guess if the question is “How do I do both?” the answer is “Choose your battles wisely. Strike at the most opportune moments. Do not insist upon recognition and remain forever humble in the wisdom of the Tao.”

And what is the Wisdom of the Tao? What else but “Know Thyself.” And I would add, from the translation by Wayne Dyer, “When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.”

(Thanks again to Dean Scarpinato for this peek into Solar Returns. Dean is best reached here on Facebook. If you’re interested in the role of past lives/karma and what you’re manifesting in this lifetime, you might also enjoy my own article, “Past Lives and Law of Attraction.”)

Healing and Sacred Geometry

Just thought I’d post some of these relaxing and healing videos I found with Sacred Geometry on YouTube:

In today’s world of increased “facts,” polarity, and fear mongering, it’s important to know how to find our Center. These ancient symbols speak to our deepest selves. They encourage us to remember who we really are and why we’re here. We can use Sacred Geometry as part of any meditation. The following one is particularly helpful to let go of anything you no longer want, or which no longer serves:

I have been using September as a sort of mini-retreat. I don’t think I’ve had so many massages, readings (for me!), and chiropractic since recovering from my 1998 brain injury. Whatever’s happening “outside,” I realize I live an incredibly blessed life in having the time, space and priorities to remain tuned in to Spirit. And so do you! Even if you spend five minutes a day quietly nurturing your soul, you will find deep benefits in this little recharge. We do need fully functioning and activated Lightworkers on this planet, especially right now, but in order to serve and inspire others we must each ensure our own rest, rejuvenation and knowledge that we are all loved and appreciated. We cannot rely on externals to prove this to ourselves. We must carry our own Light and embrace our own soul and essence. In doing so, we saturate our cells and radiate that Light and Love throughout all time, space and beyond what the mind conceives as “reality.”

Blessings, peace and much love! Laura

Censorship on YouTube

Wow!!! Just found out that my YouTube account has been terminated due to supposedly repeated copyright infringement and account violations. Given that all material I’ve ever posted on YouTube was my own talks without music, and that I have never commented on other people’s work, I can only assume that this is due to some of the material I have posted on this blog regarding 9/11 truth, BigBanks, Obama’s Department of Precrime, and other things. Holy cow!

My videos were about Synchronicity, Intuition and Intention as well as the story of my recovery from brain injury and a quick video about Runes and the doors I paint. I have never once even received a warning from YouTube that I was in violation of any of their policies. Given that all content was my own, I find their complete shutdown of my account completely unjustified. Craziness! Welcome to the New World Disorder … chaos before reverse entropy. If YouTube’s censoring me for my videos, then something is seriously insane about this world!

Sacred Geometry, 11:11, Disclosure, Free Energy: THAT’s What I’m Talkin’ About!

I am so excited for this movie to be released on 11/11/11! Thrive: What On Earth Will It Take features interviews with many of today’s top researchers, thinkers, visionaries and credible people who have experienced ET or UFO phenomena. Even the trailer linked here describes the Flower of Life being burned into ancient stone. You’ll see visions of crop circles in other Sacred Geometric forms, as well as hear how free energy could and would revolutionize this world. Big Banks, Big Pharma, Big Oil? Big Buh-Bye.

In addition to Thrive: What On Earth Will It Take, I also recommend the movie, I AM: The Documentary. I saw this earlier this year, and it features a similarly inspiring message. Tom Shadyac, the movie director of Bruce Almighty, The Nutty Professor, and Ace Ventura had a life altering brain injury that led him to reject all the traditional trappings of Western success. In his search for meaning, he asked this world’s visionaries, inspirational teachers and scientists, “What’s wrong with this world, and what can we do about it?” I loved this movie! It was also, synchronously, the very first movie I saw in a theater since my own 1998 life-altering brain injury. My friend Jeanette spoke directly with Tom Shadyac and convinced him to bring this film to Madison. If you can find some way to watch it, please do.

I feel so encouraged that Hollywood has begun to embrace the concept of “Power To, Not Power Over.” As many of my blog readers and Facebook friends know, I believe this concept is key to the imminent LOVE-olution on this planet. Imagine a life beyond Big-everything. Imagine a life of oneness, in which the concept of thriving replaces the “need” to survive. Can you dig it? Will you bring it? I can, and I will! Please join me and the millions of others awakening on this planet and holding the space for something utterly beautiful and free. Much love!!!

Fears and Gifts

“Ultimately, all thoughts are sponsored by love or fear. This is the great polarity. This is the primal duality. Everything, ultimately, breaks down to one of these. All thoughts, ideas, concepts, understandings, decisions, choices, and actions are based in one of these… And, in the end, there is really only one. Love. In truth, love is all there is. Even fear is an outgrowth of love….”
–Neale Donald Walsch “Conversations with God III”

On this potent date of 9/11 (911=”Completion” according to Doreen Virtue), instead of rehashing old lies, old fears and old tragedies, I thought I’d share this morning’s “meditation roulette” from Story Waters’ book, “The Messiah Seed”:

I choose to create space and time in which to experience the gifts of my life.

“Messiah Seed 20
Know Your Fears

“Messiah, know that fears are cages that you have used to limit your Self. As you face each of your fears, so you will go through a continued process of freeing your Self from cages; cages that you previously could not name, but have always felt. Fears are cages within cages, mazes, and must be faced to experience your Godhood in ever expanding ways.

“As you come out of one cage, you will most likely find your Self within another. Realize this to be the encoded baggage of many lifetimes. Know that for each fear that you face and overcome you will reap rewards. With each bond released you will become more and more fulfilled; more and more the God that you are. Celebrate each victory of your spirit. Allow your Self to enjoy the rewards, rather than ploughing into the next challenge before you have had time to rest or to experience the joy of the victory. The rewards of life are not forced upon you. You must pause and focus on them to experience them. To do this is to love your Self. Enjoy the challenges you so love, but also allow space to enjoy the rewards.

“Do not become discouraged by the amount of cages you must free your Self from. To do so is to focus on the destination and to not enjoy the journey. Learning to embrace the journey is essential for joy. The more you love your life, the faster its magic will unfold. As you learn to move with the changes that the resolution of fear brings, so you will lower your resistance to the journey; the resistance that causes you pain. You are here to enjoy this journey and not to suffer through it. The only proof of this is in the living of it.

“The letting go of continuity may feel like you are entering chaos. At such times, center your Self and become the calm eye of the hurricane, knowing that you will not suffer unless you allow your Self to fall into fear. Know that you are the master of your fear and, for this reason you will not fall into fear. You do not have to suffer, no matter what is happening around you. Your fears are illusions and you will come to see through them. Know your fears and they will not be fears, at their root is usually resistance to change. Fear is no more and no less than the unknown.

You are a spark of the Divine! There is no reason to hide your flame. This world needs your Light now more than ever. “The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.” (John 1:5) Teachers, Lightworkers, lovers, healers, those who speak the Truth in Love: thank you. May you expand and shine until every dark corner reveals its inherent peace, security and blessings. Namaste.

Non-Attachment, Intention and Evolution: 3, 2, 1 Go!

Today I’m linking to a great article brought to my attention by astrologer, author, numerologist, toner, Proterrian channel, and good friend Timothy Glenn. The article discusses some of what I shared in the post about big September Changes arriving on the heels of a super-intense August. I especially like how the article shares that non-attachment (removing oneself from the ties that bind) ultimately leads to greater and more powerful creative freedom. One of these days I will write that article on the difference between attachment and intention. Until then, I hope you enjoy this wisdom.